Boo

Nothing gets my anxiety plus depression going worse, then someone telling me that I never loved my girlfriend, I loved her.

Now i'm just cuddling with my kitten.

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This is Cinnamon, he helps a lot with my anxiety.  His purr calms me down.  He seems to know when I need it, because he's always there.

Other things that help a bit is listening to music, watching a movie or tv show.  Sometimes reading a book.

The computer used to work, but now I just have no idea what to do on it.

Titles suck

Started going back to ged,  which made me remember why I hated math.  It makes me so frustrated.  The whole thing makes me out of it.   But I need to do this, not for anyone else, but for me.  

Being around a bunch of people makes me really anxious, to where I go numb and get irritated.  I went to my niece's and nephew's middle school open house and then went to my 6 year old elementary open house.  The elementary open house was worst than the middle school one, mostly because there were more people there.  But I made it through.

I started on a new anxiety and mood medication, lexapro and lithium.  Hopefully they work out better than the last ones.