Boo

Nothing gets my anxiety plus depression going worse, then someone telling me that I never loved my girlfriend, I loved her.

Now i'm just cuddling with my kitten.

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This is Cinnamon, he helps a lot with my anxiety.  His purr calms me down.  He seems to know when I need it, because he's always there.

Other things that help a bit is listening to music, watching a movie or tv show.  Sometimes reading a book.

The computer used to work, but now I just have no idea what to do on it.

Titles suck

Started going back to ged,  which made me remember why I hated math.  It makes me so frustrated.  The whole thing makes me out of it.   But I need to do this, not for anyone else, but for me.  

Being around a bunch of people makes me really anxious, to where I go numb and get irritated.  I went to my niece's and nephew's middle school open house and then went to my 6 year old elementary open house.  The elementary open house was worst than the middle school one, mostly because there were more people there.  But I made it through.

I started on a new anxiety and mood medication, lexapro and lithium.  Hopefully they work out better than the last ones.  

This Is My Time

Hey, my name is Christy.  I was diagnosed with Severe Anxiety, with agoraphobia, Depression and Bipolar Depression.  This is where I will be writing all about my illnesses.  Real life might bleed into the blog, but mostly it'll be about my mental illnesses.  It's hard for me to do this, mainly because I don't know where to start, but I'll try.